Today’s state of mind
is not as poetic or earth-shattering
or as wise as yesterday’s.
Perhaps it is softer, subtler
in tune with the crystals
in public bathrooms. I see
everything and that is a bloody
curse. I know. A twenty-four hour
sleep cures nothing. In fact,
it awakens more dread
and sweeps the dark
under the light. I will be
fine, as you always
appear to be. In this
home, at this stop sign,
under the half-moon,
trembling at all these
diseases that eat up
my daily blessings.
I will throw words
around, too fucking bad.
Read me or not.
Love me or not.
I will not die
but it has changed me
and my hands,
they are the ones
that suffer
the turmoil
of my soul.
You go on
and build your
beautiful home,
discreet love,
Past transgressions
and future bomb attacks.
I have to keep up
with…
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